Basking in this space inside,
Searching for truth.
Please don't run, please just stop.
I have waited so long for this moment to stop.... Leave me alone, I'm trying to listen but I just hide... Wanting to listen but easier to hide.
Leaving me restless, leaving me calm... Why does this happen. I am so fed up with the lies, fed up with hiding who I am in these moments.
I just want this to end... The ending of pain, for strength to remain and love to reclaim.
When the mind takes over, I feel no control. I will value more than what I once thought... Value more then I was once taught...
Pain arises passing through myself, my soul, my worth, my all..
I see a life for me, outside the minds confines,
A life for me, no one else will define,
I sit and wonder, wondering what my life will be like.
once I reconcile my troubles and love is my guide.
Please forgive me,
I thought I was learning??? Was this a learning??
I am ready for this day to go away.... It's pretty funny... The timing of everything.
You have a bad day and you wish it away... You have a good day and with it would stay... But you can't control time and when life goes awry...
But I can be conscious and I can be kind.... My soul, my heart, my truth, my light.
I am worthy and I am aligned.
I won't pretend,
Pretend I am not,
Pretend I am perfect,
Pretend that everything is 'alright'
I take a breath, breathing is all that is and breathing out forgiveness, compassion and love.
I am ready to live in courage, moving through fear, out of the comfort of my self-imposed limitations and confines...
I will face in all, face it with truth... Honesty, pain, fear, anger..sadness, joy... I accept it all...
I accept it all.